If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.
I met you almost Summer time, we fell in love. Everything was beautiful between us. You are like the sun on the sand on an Island. And I was the water you heated up with your love. Autumn came up on us with some confusion. Felt like the love that we had was just an Illusion When Winter came in, Oh so cold It froze up every road. I didn’t know if we get to Spring. See these are the season, baby see you never know, you never know, What Tomorrow Brings.:”“>
The hardest part is always wanting to be with each other. But the only thing that makes it easier, is using every alternative method there is to be together. Phone, webcamming, etc. Settling for what we have at the moment pays off in the end though.
It’s a test. Seeing how much we really want to be together. Whether we want to enough, to be patient and deal with all the bullshit that happens before the next time we see each other, or finding out that it was all just a waste of time and effort. I don’t want it to be a waste of time. I don’t think you do either.
But until then, I’ll be happy with what we can have right now. Because a little bit of something is better than a whole lot of nothing. And a little bit of something means a whole lot of everything if it’s with you.
I just want to make you my everything, I want you to be a part of every single second of my life, and no, that does not mean being with me every second, that does not mean seeing me everyday. I want to be able to tell you every second of my day, giggle over the silly things, cry about the things that hurt me, have a serious deep conversation about life. I want to be able to tell you how I feel, what’s bothering me, what’s breaking me apart, what’s been making me happy and what’s pissing me off. I want to be able to rely on you. Rely on you to be there, in any way you can. Which, again, doesn’t mean you being right beside me. I want to be able to see something, randomly, think of you and be able to laugh about it later. And I want you to be able to do the same. I want you to go through your day, see something silly and think of me and think wow I can’t wait to tell her about this and see what she thinks. I want you to tell me your fears, tell me what bothers you, what makes you happy, what makes you want to cry. I want to genuinely laugh with you, feel safe and warm and together even when we’re just talking on the phone. I want to go to sleep knowing that even though you’re not with me, that you’re thinking of me and that you love me with all your heart. I want to be the first thing you think of when you wake up and the last thing you think of when you go to sleep. I want to be able to talk about our future, no matter how silly it may seem . I wanna make plans beyond just hanging out next week. I want to SEE a future together. I want to know that no matter what, you have my back. I want to go to sleep smiling, knowing that life is just that little bit better just because I’m with you.I don’t want to have to comfort myself at night dreaming about things that never happened, that will never happen instead of smiling about the real memories. I want to feel loved. Not because you gave me something nice, took me to eat, said those three little words that really don’t mean much anymore. I want to feel loved because I am loved and because you go out of your way to show me with the little things. I want to be able to be myself with you. Not half way, not just a little bit. I want to be all of me. The obnoxious, annoying, loud, stupid, silly, insecure me that I can’t feel comfortable being with anyone else. I want you to be the person I think of the moment after I contemplate doing something stupid and feel guilty, regret, for even thinking it because I have you worrying about me.